Here it is... The eve of my departure for Honduras.
To say the least I am nervous. Yet I don't know why. I still have this ache in my heart that I'm not good enough to be doing this service for God, but then again I'm being used to break the norm of your stereotypical "Christian" and starting to become a "Christ Follower".
I thought about that the other day then my pastor used it in his sermon oddly enough. The thought that we need to stop being Christians and start being Christ Followers. That thought may be considered a bit post modern...which is weird, because shouldn't Christian just be THE adjective to describe a Christ Follower? (maybe i'll write a book on that)
Ok..back on track.
Well, I really feel God just going to use me to make real changes because everytime I get nervous or scared He reminds me in His plans it is all good.
He is still there. No matter how bad or sinful I think I am.
He IS still there.
I am going to be honest and say I didn't really have a real plan to get from the bus stop in Tegucigalpa to ... well..anywhere. (my parents might kill me if they read that). I was seriously trusting God to provide... I did as much as I could to get me that far... He needed to finish the travel plans.
Well wouldn't you know it, He delivered.
I just happened to log back into facebook an hour ago for no other reason (besides the fact I might be addicted)... just to be instant messaged by Jenn Wright..the woman the team initially stayed with in Tegucigalpa in December and found out I have a place to stay on Monday night- oh...
and a ride from the bus station.
So yet again... I look to the sky.. smile at this blessing and say Thank you....
He must know what He is doing.
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